let it all be gone.. almost.

i woke up this morning only to tell myself, no.. its not gonna happen today. cos i freaked myself with very ugly thoughts and i decided if its scaring me too much, why take the risk right? so i told tang that i’ll accompany her for hers. and the moment i set foot in the saloon, i knew i was i gonna do it. the forgetful me totally didnt bluetooth the pictures to my phone, so i was frantically flipping through pages of the magazines to find the similar cut. i went out for a smoke and i tried to look for signs. signs to tell me whether i should really let my hair go and go short . damn drama right? i know but hey i am very attached to my long hair okayy… so finally i  braved the chair, stared at the shiny scissors and before you know it.

snips. snips. snips.
with each snip, the lady handed me a bunch of my hair
and she just went on and on…
i wanted to tell her to stop rubbing it in my face already but it just keeps coming, falling..
but it all turned out well… 

maybe its really time to let it all go.