insane in the membrane

im tired, moody and messy. life is nothing but a ritual now. doing one essay after another. just trying to charge on in order to get it all over and done with. 

this time now back home, the brother is celebrating his 18th bdae with the peeps. im sure he’s having loads of fun. boy do i remember my 18th party. dilah flew back in time, and together with lyn, they surprised me with a party by the pool. so sweet right? i know.. hmm i wish i was back home but fear not, cos i manage to drop him a lil’ lovely note. heh.

This was what i wrote on his Wall :

hey bro, im sorry i couldnt be around for your 18th bdae but im certain the guys back home will make sure you have a wonderful time. you’re growing up way too fast man. gosh look at your pictures already.. please pile on some pounds cos you are damn skinny. anyways i wish you luck in school and whatever sports you are playing now. take care of your knee and as far i as i can see you are turning into a fine young man. okay i should stop being all sappy now but i do miss you brother. happy 18th bdae boy! peace out. =)

so sweet right? i know… i can imagine him gagging in front of the computer screen already cos we have never been the kind that give each other hugs, but more like fight over silly stuff like a can of milo that kinda thing. but hey being so far away, i just cant help it man..

eric’s bdae party!

okay so i guess i didnt really do the night just by posting up only 2 pathetic pictures so here goes..

the occasion was to celebrate eric’s bdae of cos. =)

we were clever enough to take a shot before…

… taking the shots *gulps* everything went downhill after that, but in my case, my energy level went up up up. in the middle of card games, we would break into a chorus of songs and dance routines, creating a spectacle of rockstars/dancers/singers wannabes. despite being intoxicated, we managed to perfect our choreograph moves, nicely timed and synchronized (at least to most of the songs).

i mean yeah you gotta witnessed it first hand to how silly we might have looked and these pictures are not enough to tell you how much fun i had. but worry not, ive got videos to remind me of the kind of drunken animals we turned into. seriously if there was a circus show in town, we would be so in. i woke up the next morning in disbelief as to how much junk we collected in a night. but heyy it was all in the name of good fun aye?

its wrong but feels so right.

im singing along to taylor swift’s should’ve said no and i can hear dino across the house strumming on her guitar to the same song. the song has been constantly on repeat on the itunes and the play count is running up up up.  i am just waiting for the other roomies to slam us shut. hahaha.. 

so the wave of essays are hitting us strong and fast. one more week of school to go and its holi-jolly-days! cant say the same abt the weather thou. 

 despite all the thousands of words that i have yet to write, will be going over to eric’s later to celebrate his bdae. yay! we baked a cake for him filled with chocolate chips and it looks so pretty…. oh my we’re so gonna get blasted tonight. 

You can see that I’ve been crying
And baby you know all the right things: to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same…
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

take a shot and just enjoy the ride baby..